Well, I've just been getting into the groove of school again. It's been somewhat difficult due to all the distractions of student life here. We've been basically built a bonfire and grilled some stuff every night of this past week. With a never-ending supply of beer, they often run somewhat late.
The main distraction though, would have to be women. However, I am all but ready to just give up on women in general. They are just way too complicated. My last girlfriend and I broke up before my trip to France. A break was definitely in order. I can't say that I haven't enjoyed being single again, but at the same time, an actual relationship is much better in o so many ways. Some women though, are just impossible to understand. The day I got back from France, she gave me a phone call (and had also sent a few texts during that week away). We just chatted for quite some time. A few days later, a few more calls. Due to this, one would think that maybe there was some interest to do something together again. Somehow though, whenever we end up hanging out with the group, we somehow avoid talking to each other almost entirely.
Yesterday though, was the hammer (just bear with the awkward german mannerism). I was in a beer garden with a few English guys, and Simon gave me a call to find out where I was. Apparently, when Luz saw that Simon was talking to me, she snatched the phone out of his hand to chat a bit and to ask me when I was coming. After a short conversation, we headed over the bonfire/grill spot (which we have pimped out with matresses and a couch mind you) only to find that Luz had run home to get ready. Simon apparently disappeared shortly after talking to me. The entire night after that, I couldn't help but notice that she kept looking in my direction as I was talking to another friend of mine, Boriana. However, with the exception of a few short conversations, we still didn't really talk too much privately. When I finally got the chance to talk to her, the conversation didn't last long because she just started speaking spanish to another friend who appeared out of the forest.
At the end of the day, girls are just too complicated, especially the south american ones. After showing interest to get back together and talking to her sister about it, she does nothing but avoid the subject. Meh, sorry for the rant, but it's kinda nice to get it out. Either way things will work out in the end I guess.Posted by andy at May 2, 2005 11:38 PM | TrackBack